it would be nice to be wrong about things i feel once in a while. I didnt want to loose the baby yet i knew it would happen......... now i have to flush it out of my system..........

so i found out today that i am pregnant again and that Donovan is more than likely somewhere on the autism spectrum ( Read more... )

ok so donovan just had his first ddi appointment and it went horribly ( Read more... )

Faint, dizzy, tired, sick, and i cant eat ............

with all that in mind the only thing i can think is

Oh Fuck...

So i am going to do posts on CR This first post is an introduction and the website that the indroduction came from.

Celtic Reconstructionist Paganism (CR) is a polytheistic, animistic, religious and cultural movement. It is an effort to reconstruct, within a modern Celtic cultural context, the aspects of ancient Celtic religions that were lost or ( Read more... )

to be yourself you must find yourself.....So i ask who am i ( Read more... )

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well... i dont know. maybe you do and can fill me in....i would spend this time ranting about what is going on in my head but i just cant seem to get the words to do it......

Ryan got home from work this morning and told me he had spectacular spectacular stuck in his head for no reason. ^_^

I remember the days where he wouldnt watch musicals with me.  And now he is getting songs stuck in his head...

it makes me happy.

Are you a soulless bastard? DO you ever think that it would be nice to get a soul again? Do you worry about your souls health and well being? Do you wish you s=could have a soul to pass off your sins to so your soul can stay clean ( Read more... )