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Hello, once again.
It's been a while but I'm back. I can't really remember why I stopped writing, to a certain extent it felt good letting things out. A lot has gone on in the past year or two (maybe more I lost track) but I really don't want to get into it. Lots of good, lots of bad, same old thing. Still discontent with a lot, but when has that not been the case ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know if I should be posting any of this, but maybe there really is something wrong with me. I sincerely believe I have this internal dilemma that I am not satisfied with anything I have. I honestly believe I am not to be happy, not because life hates me and I never get what I want and all that other emo bull crap, but because I do get ( Read more... ) -
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I guess I lied when I said that I was going to write more often, but I guess due to certain events I just haven't been able to. Also some of those events I just rather keep to myself even though I wish I could write it out.
Stress is a major factor in my life right now, but then again...when am I not stressed? See, I had a lot of stress in high ( Read more... ) -
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So I haven't updated in a while just because most of the things that have been going on in my life recently are just way to difficult to explain and I rather not get in to it. I will say this though, if the guilt doesn't kill me first then common sense will ( Read more... ) -
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I went to Gainesville to go shopping yesterday with John even though I'm not supposed to. Reason is because Gainesville is about an hour from Ocala and if I go out, it cant be out of town. I didn't even ask I just went because I figured she wouldn't let me last minute. It was fun, rained a whole fucking lot thats for sure.
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I'm going to Pride Fest tomorrow (or more like today in like 10 hours) at the Hilton in 200, even though I'm not gay but most of my friends are. It's gonna be cool thought because Maria's band Slow Motion Killers will be playing. They're somewhat good. I wonder how many hearts I'll break tomorrow lolz. Wow, that was so mean X3 ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm in my math class and I'm so utterly bored right now. It's not that I'm slacking off its just that I already know all this I mean I must have taken it like 3 times in high school, besides luckily for me my current math professor is extremely repetitive, so really I don't even have to take notes sometimes cause it just stays in my head. And ( Read more... ) -
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Well its obvious that I haven't updated in like ages. I moved to Ocala. Its been four months. I started college four weeks ago. That pretty much sums it up. My boyfriend stayed in PR though, that really sucks. It kinda feels like what Carlos and Nadia had to go through except for the fact that I actually live here. I hope we last a long time ( Read more... ) -
Moving on or not??
So remember when I said that Mariano and I were taking a break to see if our relationship gets better? Yeah that didn't really help. He broke up with me while I was in Ocala and well that's about it. But that was like 2 months ago ( Read more... )
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