Kinda upset Ryan, cuz we have barely talked today, the time we were on the phone longest we hardly said a word, but every other time we were trying to cram words in...go figure. We;ve talked ish in texts, but thats just not the same. Then he had to go cuz he got stuck with the first sleep schedule tonight since he has to work (he gets to gaurd ( Read more... )

Heh, kidding. Not yet, but soon. Movin down to Cali!!!! It's gonna be hard, but I'm totally willing. I've got a loevly growing list of shit that's happening to me in this town, and I'm leaving. Leaving all of this behind, for a few months. Ryan and I are completely miserable without each other. I've been crying off and on for the past 3 days ( Read more... )

Ryan asked me to marry him on new years....we went down to seattle with his sister and her boyfriend to watch the fireworks and all that. I said yes, of course...I couldn't love anyone more. I honestly couldn't. So now we're talking and I'm probably moving down there to live with him until he gets out of the military, which is in august/ ( Read more... )

How much you've changed ( Read more... )

2005 in review ( Read more... )

Ok, u guys know my grandma had cancer...well, December 20th she died. a week or so before that she overdosed because she didn't want to live, because the doctors told her her cancer stabalized and she had even longer, then she had some constipation problems, and couldn't take it. After that it was all downhill. She slept more and more, and then ( Read more... )

Ok, so my grades currently ( Read more... )

I'm so freaking tired right now....freaking Nick won't email me back , neither will stacy...or anyone for that matter...I've added like 3 new communities to my "watched" list thingy, cuz I'm so freaking bored and need stuff to read during third period. Erg. Home life hasn't really gotten to a better point yet, my car is acting it's age now (old) ( Read more... )

69 questionz ( Read more... )

Arg...living in the same house with my stressed out mother has not been fun these past few weeks...her going back to school might have been a bad idea, just because she;s become an uber BITCH. But my schooling is going good, I'm getting great grades and I'm not behind at all...its nice. Nick and I are having our 9 months anniversary this thursday ( Read more... )