I think it may be possible that I'm falling for him all over again.
::sigh::

I wish you were here...

I think after work I'm going to bury myself in a bottle of jack. He's an old friend.  It's not like other days where a nice glass of wine will do. Tonight I need to drown my sins...

my car is a peice of shit! the fucking gear shift just broke...and now the damn thing is stuck in reverse.

My life= a fucking disaster

so things are good.  I'm in the process of job hunting (what's new). I was offered a position as a diamond grader in Carlsdale CA, which if I can pass all the things I need to I will take.  I think that would be an awesome job to have, not to mention it would bring me closer to someone I want... So I would get two things something and someone which ( Read more... )

so let's see what's new...I moved again this time into a one bedroom apt with my mom (we'll see how long this lasts lol), Dustin and I are no longer together, I had to give away 4 of my 5 pets which sucked hardcore.  That's really it....I'm kinda sad about the Dusty thing cause he's really sweet and we had an amazing time together but I'm enjoying ( Read more... )

so i went to James and Andrea's wedding yesterday...it was beautiful and I was really happy for them.....however, come to find out my date (who is my boyfriend) and previously invited his ex girlfriend (who was in the wedding party) as his date....so everytime I tried to dance with him she cut in and if I was talking to him she'd walk over and ( Read more... )

So life as some of you know and some don't has taken some turns for me... I'm not getting married at this point, not because I don't love Josh but because I'm tired of being the person that does everything.  I just want someone to really want to be with me, not the other way around.  I have recently started seeing Dustin again... I mean very ( Read more... )

so things are good...I've made contact with some old friend that I've been missing for a while now and I'm till working for ACS.  I'm currently in the process of re-enrolling in college so that's cool and I decided to go ahead and get my nursing certificate and then transfer in two years to go pre-med then trans in another 3 to actually become a ( Read more... )

So I am needless to say ecstatic.  I have recently been in contact with the only two people that I ever said really hurtful yet meaningful words.  So I apologized and well I believe apology was excepted.  I believe I can stop being "haunted" by a particular person, and I can stop worrying about the other.

Andrew Burdette= Crazy