So since I've last written, I've had my amazing son, his name is actually Gavin Marley Adams, got married to Dusty, and moved to Minnesota. (the minnesota thing is new...like today is the first day I've been here new) I'm just trying to get myself and my family on the right track.  Hopefully the next six months will do that and we'll be able to ( Read more... )

So I'm finally comfortable, which is amazing.  I had a sonogram yesterday and found out that i'm having  a boy. His name will be Gavin Robert Adams.  We're doing the run in a Dark Blue, Light Blue Brown.  Debating on a more like Kung Fu asian theme or Teddy Bears.  not sure ( I know completely opposite lol)  But I'm really excited to be having a ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be a mommy! I'm only like 7 weeks along right now.    Morning sickness is a bitch 

I got approved for an apartment today!  850 square feet  for 650 a month....2 bedroom....it's pretty nice.  I'm excited! I just told Dusty and he's excited too! so I'm gonna go help him pack tomorrow night so that we'll be ready to go on the 8th.  My body could seriously spontaneously cobust right now!   I hope this good streak sticks around for a ( Read more... )

As always in my rollercoaster ride of a life.....things are good again....  in fact they are wonderful. I say this holding my breath lol.  I came to the conclusion that as wonderful as it was to have Sean come back for me  he's not the "one" so to speak.  And needless to say I'm back together with Dusty. It wasn't easy  but a few dumbass comments ( Read more... )

So slightly depressing as it may be...it's over...I guess technically it's been over for 5 years.  I guess I just thought there'd be more to it... It's kinda weird cause I expected it to be harder than it is, but it's really not.  Maybe because I'm completely head over heels for someone else and I'm not the same girl I was when I met him.... the ( Read more... )

YAH!!! He's here and has been for about 3 days now...

?:   If you had a warning label what would it say?

A;   WARNING:  BLACK WIDOW

Live...Love....Devour

On a lighter note....  I'm counting the hours til he's here.  The only man that's ever been able to devour me lol... Goodness, Damn facial features. 

he's coming home... i'm so nervous...it's been so long. anyone who has ever loved him knows this feeling...there are far too many emotions right now...i can barely type...he told me a few days ago now but i think it's just finally hitting me...LMAO...who would've thought i's be so nervous after all these years.......i most definately didn't.

 PS- I got a new car.... 2002 Ford Focus in Midnight blue