So i was supposed to go to the show with my friend Lynzi and her friend Dawn. they said they wanted to get there early but when i spoke on the phone with lynzi she said that when i got home from school at 2:30 we could leave then.
Then i get a message from dawn claiming that its in our best interest if we left around 12:00 instead (also notice that ( Read more... )

i just dont understand
When i have a love for someone wether it be romantic or your best friends, i always want them close by.
i just cant understand anymore how someone could miss someone, love someone, and then push em away when all they want to do is just make things better for that person. i just feel that one you push and pull at something like ( Read more... )

lately songs have really spoken out to me. i dont care how "emo" this band is percheived, this song spoke to me today and knew i i was feeling.

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would ( Read more... )

untill this afternoon i havent felt the need to eat anything.
when i went to the kitchen, i found nothing...
and anyone whos ever been to my house knows theres always food here.
all it was, was several series of me getting food and a second later with no desire to eat it.
the thought of food right now excites me, but when i get it i have no urge to eat ( Read more... )

while reading through my dcemberunderground i found this message in between lyrics. i thought i was beutiful, thought i would share with you. this is exactly how its written, there were no typos even though its evident.

Prelude 12/21

This wasnt for you, this wasnt FOR anyone. its simply a remake of the classic. we held hands, we shared laughs, we ( Read more... )

and i miss you already ( Read more... )

i awoke this afternoon, didnt feel like getting up ( Read more... )

so tonight me and teresa went to the gas station and i bought me a 40oz ( Read more... )

sitting around, no work today ( Read more... )

Prolly one of the worst nights of my life ( Read more... )