so this is what has been goin on......brandon still hasnt wrote me back i didnt really expect him to right away i was hopin though....stephanie talked to him though and asked him if he was goin to write me back and he said most likeley she seems pretty cool or something along those lines so yea hopefully monday.....i have to admit if i was in his ( Read more... )

i did something that i have never done befor today i gave brandon a note i actually went with my first instinct instead of thinking it through and then later on today i thought about it and i started to feel dome but now its just kinda like maybe something will happen this time u know i actually did something that my heart told me to do (sorry this ( Read more... )

man today was goin all good me josh and cindy were havin a good time and all and then i get home and my parents are fighting about what about who the hell knows whatever dad can scrape out of his ass i guess its just time to deal with it u know my mom said that she is going to try not to fight with him as much because she really needs the money u ( Read more... )

so im kinda depressed today i guess because my mom has been talking about not wanting to be with my dad anymore once again so its kinda got me down because i miss how things were befor last november and now i know that its never going to be the same again if my dad keeps drinking and at this rate its not going to stop..... then stuff has been ( Read more... )

hey everyone im so happy i have the internet back at my house so now i can keep writing yay oh man well this morning i got up and went with mom and cindy and josh was there for little bit of the time then he went home because he was supposed to go to a show today that didnt go through but  u know im gonna go because i need to do laundry and ( Read more... )

well i still dont have the internet im over at cindys again.... hmmm lets see well schools goin alright im still doing good in my classes even though its goin on the 4th week of school but yea its still goin good... my kitty is doin really good now he is more playful and more strong i love him so much.... there is this guy at school i think is hot ( Read more... )

hey there yea i havnt been able to write in a long time because my internet got shut off once again and its still off im at cindys but hmmmm... lets see i got a new kitty its kinda sad my dad was going to the hall and mr kitty followed him in there so my dad was like what the hell lets bring him home so he has been stayin in my room because my dogs ( Read more... )

oh yea cindy was getting into dans car and josh didnt see that her hand wasnt all the way in the door and he shut the door poor cindy

well today was fun cindy and mom came and got me and we went to the flame and ate then we went to the token to see josh play it was pretty awsome i felt kinda like an ass though u know because there were these people there startin shit and bein ass hole so u know being the open people me and cindy are we were sayin shit and this guy threatened to ( Read more... )

well i got to sleep for like an hour and after that a doin a few things to take the stress off i feel like the weight is off my chest and i re-read my last entry and im sorry it sounds so mean thats just how it all flew out but i think i am going to try to sleep a little more then talk to u guys when i get up