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Last Wednesday I turned 24. It was actually a really good day! The night before, (or when my birthday technically began,) Kellen surprised me with a very thoughtful card and gift. They weren't big monetarily, but they were better than something expensive because of the thought he put into them. (Also, a week or two ago he bent a wire hanger to say ( Read more... )

is really confusing ( Read more... )

I feel like a concerned parent who has just seen their first child off on her first weekend away ( Read more... )

I came up to Kellen's family house to hang out with him. His dad had started the movie "Shooter" shortly before I got here. Kellen has already seen the movie, yet I have hardly seen him since I got here because it's totally taken up his attention. I feel abandoned and annoyed... and cold.

It's one of those nights where there's so much on my mind I don't know where to begin and don't think I could put properly into words even if I tried ( Read more... )

I passed.

I'm so nervous and stressed out I'm starting to cry. Maybe I'm near that time of the month too. I was thinking earlier how terrible it would be if I happened to start my period tomorrow, or just felt sick and icky for another reason besides anxiety. I really do have an anxiety problem with math. I realized a few days ago that the roster for my ( Read more... )

I've been home a week now. What have I done? Really not much ( Read more... )

It's 1:00am as I start to write this. I have to leave for work in just under 3 hours. I have to shower and dress and make sure everything is packed and put my bags in the car and check out of my hotel. Then I have to muddle through my last 8 hours of keys and alarms and balance sheets and bagging and sealing and stapling and counting and rubber- ( Read more... )