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so, things are going as usual. sorry i never write anything uplifting. lol i only feel like writing when things are sour.
i can't make up my mind. but, that's the joy of being a gemini, is it not? ;)
i feel like i've been left behind. when i got married... i became different. i was the only married person in my peer group until this past ( Read more... ) -
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So, it's been a long time. yah, i kno.
well, lets see. still married. still head over heels for this other man. we had a serious talk and kind of broke up - but that actually made the attraction worse. got a tattoo. still keeping fingers crossed to graduate.
ok.. now that THAT'S out of the way...
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so, i told brian i was unhappy. he cried. refused to even say the word 'divorce' and referred to it as the worst possible option. i toldhim i still love him, but i don't know if it's the truth. it's that old line... 'i love you, but i'm not in love with you' crap ( Read more... ) -
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okay, so i have to talk about this. it's making me crazy.
i thought things were going to change over the break, but they didn't. I didn't have any better of a time with my husband than i have been. I think I saw our future over the break... a lackluster relationship... one based on convenience and the fact that it's already there. We operate ( Read more... ) -
geh.
I am at work again... bah. gotsa go add another class and take lunch sometime.. probably one-ish. aaaand... gotta try to buy some books. boo on textbooks. well, some of them anyway. oh well, i'm super bored... thought i'd post something. lol -
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If you can judge your year by how it begins... then it will be one full of sadness and heartache.
My NY'sE Day was spent by myself. I rose from bed around 10 a.m. and did not get dressed until 6p.m. Most of the day was spent cleaning the living room/kitchen and bitching about my roommate to myself. I also watched a good 4-5 hours of Turner ( Read more... ) -
when does my life begin?
so, all my life i've been worried about other people. i mean... that's what you're supposed to do, right? take care of those around you... put others before yourself and happiness will come to you ( Read more... ) -
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*head explodes*