I'm not afraid of failure. I just want to see something finished for the first time ever. I don't think I've ever really finished anything I've started. College, bands, yoga training, anything.

I'm trying this time. Not afraid of failure, but really discouraged by it.

Well dang, a lot of nostalgia happening today. Having trouble connecting with someone intimately of late. Maybe this is a way of intimately reconnecting with myself? Or an old version of myself that I miss ( Read more... )

I find life is much harder when I become emotionally invested in someone. you become infatuated, and all that occupies your mind and free time is that person. what they think, what they say...what you wear when you see them, what color their eyes are. you become what you want them to need. what you want them to want ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed, I skipped seeing the Suicide Machines reunion show.

Time for bed.

I dunno what's happening.  I feel like I'm losing everything.

I'm connecting more with a lot of friends but I'm losing touch with my best friends.  I haven't spoken to Ben in many months, Brandon is always busy, and Ryan and I haven't spoken since he slapped me in the face at a bar.   Although I retaliated, I still haven't received an apology.  ( Read more... )

I asked the barmaid from the pub out on Sunday ( Read more... )

Nobody reads this.  Nobody has to.  That's why it's mine ( Read more... )

There's a new barmaid at the bar my hockey team frequents (due to sponsorship and discounts) and she's VERY pretty.  She has great music taste and she's super fun.  We flirt a bit.  I have no confidence.  I was thinking about asking her out on a date.  A real date.  I've never really asked someone out like that.  It's always been hanging out at my ( Read more... )

I need someone new.  Someone to rock my world.  Make my jaw drop.

Do it.

I broke up with Amber.  Felt right.  The relationship wasn't fair to her, even though she was clearly pissed at me for breaking it off ( Read more... )