I think it's time for me to leave this livejournal. I've had it for years, and I've outgrown it. What was once used to post my daily doings progressed to the postings of happiness, and surprises, then it moved to sporadic updates, and then my livejournal hit the core, it became the place of where I wrote my woes, I wanted to change it to where I ( Read more... )

Saturday morning started early, I was at Cheerfest, Rachel came with. We both were paid for the work we did, I videotaped inside, and Rachel collected money; it wasn't bad, it was rather interesting. Afterwards we went to the Altamonte Mall. At Spencer's we both bought wings, I bought two: one for me, and one as a present to a friend. We ( Read more... )

Tuesday night, I had a dream, it wasn't a nightmare because I wasn't afraid, but I didn't like it anyway. I was killed by something, but it didn't bother me. My soul engulfed this being, and destroyed it completly in a most painful and by his screams, terrifying way. I didn't kill this being in revenge for killing me, but I did it because I ( Read more... )

It gets so stupid somedays, my mind makes up things that never happened, fools me into thinking things that I shouldn't. I know that it's all in my mind, but that doesn't make it stop. I feel bad because I worry people, and I worry Rachel, but that doesn't stop it. Nothing does. Paranoia, instinct, distrust, and stupidity makes sure it goes on ( Read more... )

I went to the fair... with Rachel.

That spider ride and the scrambler.....

"It's just movement" helped... I don't really understand why...

...I wasn't dreaming? ...Who...?

I don't know sometimes, I just don't.

Yesterday was fun, I ate, and got to see pretty things! We went to visit my aunt up in Bethleham, and the town was so cute and pretty. She took us out to lunch at this bagel and sandwich place, and not only did I make my own sandwich, but I got a giant cookie too! I'm still eating it. Then we went shopping around the area, and there was this ( Read more... )

Today I "woke up" at 7:30 to go to a German bakery, they had things that I didn't like, so no breakfast for me. On the way back to my aunt's, we stopped at Wawa's. They have Vault [i]slushies, VAULT SLUSHIES![/i] So yeah, I bought one, it was great, but like most caffinated beverages, it didn't wake me up. Then at about 1ish I walked my ( Read more... )

So I was in the backseat of the mini van driving around Philly, looking for a parking spot. I was in a bad mood, and ignoring the conversations in the car, and staring out at the people on the sidewalk. There was a red light, and I saw this person in a very Marco-esk outfit, green shirt, shaggy dark, and I was like "lol, it's a Marco double" then ( Read more... )

I'm leaving sometime soon so I'm packing up the computer, and getting offline. I'll try to get on in Penn. Bye everyone.

I miss you Rachel. <3s