I haven't realize since when did madness touched me, where it touched me and when it did.
This inclination toward madness is driving me crazy in this slump of time.
I don't know what else to call this.

I do feel sad. I do feel despair. All these negative dreary feelings weighs me, drowning till the bottom of the vast sea. I'm disappointed in myslef ( Read more... )

Ａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｉｔｔｌｅ　ｓｕｇｇｅｓｔｓ，ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｆｏｒｇｏｔｔｅｎ　ｄｒａｆｔ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｅｖｅｒ　ｗｒｉｔｔｅｎ．Ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｅｎ．

[Ｄｒａｆｔ　ｂｅｌｏｗ (click to open)]Ｉ　ａｍ　１／３２　ｃａｕｃＡＳＩＡＮ　ａｎｄ　ａ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｐｒｏｕｄ　ａｓｉａｎ ( Read more... )

Ｉ　ｌｏｓｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　Ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｃｌｏｓｅｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｏｆ　ａｓ　ｓｐｅｃｉａｌ　ａ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｉｍｅ　ａｇｏ

Ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ，　Ｉ　ｒｅａｌｉｚｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｈｏ　Ｉ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｃｌｏｓｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ，　ｉｎ　ｆａｃｔ，　ｗａｓｎ’ｔ．

Ｎｏｗ，　Ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｎｅａｒ　ｍｅ　ａｒｅ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．

Ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｓｏ　ｌｏｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ａｌｏｎｅ．
Ｄｗｉｎｄｌｉｎｇ　ｏｎ　ａ　ｌｏｎｅｌｙ，　ｗｅａｒｙ　ｐａｔｈ．．．

Ｉ　ａｍ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｗｈｏ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｆｉｎｄｉｎｇ　ｍｕｓｅｓ　ａｎｄ　ｍｏｔｉｖａｔｉｏｎ．　
Ｂｕｔ　ｏｎｃｅ　Ｉ　ｓｅｔ　ｍｙ　ｅｙｅｓ　ｏｎ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ，　ｉｔ’ｓ　ａｂｓｏｌｕｔｅ．
Ｗｉｔｈ　ｆｕｌｌ　ｓｐｅｅｄ，　Ｉ　ｔｒｙ　ｔｏ　ｒｅａｃｈ　ｔｏｗａｒｄｓ　ｉｔ．

Ｂｅｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒｃｅｄ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｇｏａｌ　ｏｒ　ｓｏ　ｃａｌｌｅｄ　ｄｒｅａｍ，　Ｉ　ｔｒｉｅｄ　ａｌｌ　ｍｙ　ｅｆｆｏｒｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｒｙ　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｏｆ　ｏｎｅ，　ｏｎｅ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　Ｉ　ｍｉｇｈｔ　ｂｅ　ｉｎｔｅｒｅｓｔｅｄ　ｉｎ．　Ａｎｄ　Ｉ　ｗｉｎｄ　ｕｐ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｏｎｅ　ｏｐｔｉｏｎ．

Ｎｏｗ　ｉｔ ( Read more... )

Nope, not this time! 
I'm not going to write with my usual Japanese IME full-width Alphanumeric, that may seem a bit of a trouble to read.
What I have got to say has to get out CLEARLY as possible.

At first, after the incident that just happened around 5 hours ago, I got really anxious and angry.
I tried to lock all of my previous post, especially the  ( Read more... )

Ｓｏ，　Ｉ’ｖｅ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ　ｄｏｎｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　Ｔｅｍｐｒａｍｅｎｔ　Ｑｕｉｚ　ｏｎ　Ｆａｃｅｂｏｏｋ　ｔｈａｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｖｉｒａｌ　ｌａｔｅｌｙ　ｂｅｔｗｅｅｎ　ｍｙ　ｎｅｔｗｏｒｋ　ｏｆ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．

Ｏｕｔ　ｏｆ　ｃｕｒｉｏｕｓ，　Ｉ　ｔｒｉｅｄ　ｉｔ　ｏｕｔ．

Ａｎｄ　ｇｕｅｓｔ　ｗｈａｔ？
I got　Ｐｈｌｅｇｍａｔｉｃ！

Ａｃｃｏｒｄｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｗｉｋｉ：
”Phlegmatics tend to be self-content and kind. They can be very accepting
and affectionate. They may be very receptive and shy and often prefer
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Ａｍ　Ｉ　ｔｏｏ　ｓｅｎｓｉｔｉｖｅ　ｔｏｄａｙ？　Ａｍ　Ｉ　ｓｔａｒｔｉｎｇ　ｍｙ　ＰＭＳ　ｐｈａｓｅ？　Ｏｒ　ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｕｓｕａｌ　ｅｖｅｒｙｄａｙ　ｍｅ ( Read more... )

Ｏｋａｙ，　ｓｏ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｈｅａｒ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈａｐｐｅｎｅｄ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｅｖｉｏｕｓ　ｐｏｓｔ　ａｎｄ　ｍｙ　ｄａｙ　ｌｏｎｇ　ｔｏｄａｙ ( Read more... )

＊Ｏｎｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｒｅｓｔｌｅｓｓ，　ｉｎｓｏｍｎｉａｃ　ｄａｙ，　ｏｋａｙ？　Ｈｅｅ　ｈｅｅ，　ｊｕｓｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　Ｉ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅ ( Read more... )

Ｇａｗｄ，　ｗｈｙ　ｏｆ　ａｌｌ　ｄａｙｓ，　ａｌｌ　ｔｉｍｅｓ，　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｉｎｓｏｍｎｉａｃ　ｏｎ　ａ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｄａｙ．　Ｍｏｒｅ　ｏｖｅｒ　ｔｏｍｏｒｒｏｗ　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ａ　ｆｌａｇ　ｃｅｒｅｍｏｎｙ　ａｔ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ａｎｄ　ｓｗｉｍｍｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ＰＥ．
Ｕｇｈｈｈｈ，　ｃａｎ’ｔ　Ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｓｋｉｐ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｔｏｍｏｒｒｏｗ？　（ＬＯＬ　ｓｅｅｍｓ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ’ｖｅ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ，　ａｌｒｅａｄｙ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｅ　１２ｔｈ　ｇｒａｄｅ　ｂｕｔ　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｍｉｎｄｓｅｔ，　ｗｈｅｎ　ｗｉｌｌ　Ｉ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ？？？　ＬＯＬＯＬＯＬ）

Ａｎｄ　ｙｏｕ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ？

”Ｉｔ’ｓ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　 ( Read more... )