Today someone close to me told me that all I appear to be is someone who doesn't know what she's doing most of the time.
I am surprised at how true this is. I really don't.

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The sheer talent that this involves *______*

Anyway things I've learnt this week: talent is relative.

I also got an F for editorial design. More and more I realize that I'm not cut out for this field.

Since I'm at it: Updates about life.

I honestly wish I didn't have to work. It's a selfish wish because I know how lucky I am to have this chance and the nicest people looking after me and making sure I achieve things for myself, so much more so than the company. But as I browse through art references everyday at work, I get so inspired to create ( Read more... )

It's funny how the deepest conversations I have these days are with the people I meet online. I can't help but wonder whether this means that I'm shutting myself from the real world? But to me, this feels like traveling. Sharing opinions with people from different cultures. Not just about entertainment but about life and design and work. It feels ( Read more... )

Hi.............I really can't do this.

Today I went home and wept. First day of internship - I guess it's all I've ever asked for, but it's just so overwhelming. It kills me to know that I have no escape from all this responsibility thrown at me all from Day 1. At least I could still skip school and beg the teachers for mercy when I turn up late for class. Freelancing on top of all that ( Read more... )

I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK HELP

School is out!!!!!!!!!!

Hi I had the worst day ever yesterday ( Read more... )

The brain’s condensation of value is an error. Addiction is a neural mistake, a distortion, an attempted shortcut to get more of what you need by condensing “what you need” into a single, monolithic symbol. The drug stands for a cluster of needs: in my case, needs for warmth, safety, freedom, and self-sufficiency. Then it becomes too valuable and ( Read more... )