Went to the yoga benefit for Honza Ripa yesterday. I was afraid it was going to be lame and pretentious. I don't know why I judge things like that in a negative way. It just always seems like there should be an alterior motive. Maybe thats just because I think everyone does everything for selfish purposes, myself included ( Read more... )

I just realized as I was going through old entries I haven't looked at in years that:
Tadaa! I am in exactly the same place i started.
And.
All I talk about are boys.
Fuck. Me. Now.

I still, to this day, want you to know everything about me. But it isn't right or fair or even honest. Your gone. Maybe you look back once in a while but what does it matter if you never let it be known?  I get urges to fascinate you with my insane mind and my beautiful words. Even if really they are full of lies and lets be honest, ugly ( Read more... )

ITs snowing. I dont think i have ever seen anything so beautiful. Everything is covered. The trees are absolutely the most magical thing to see. My bad mood has been lifted and covered with a fresh blanket of icy goodness. Im eating so much i am getting sick. and chris is tired of all the snowballs. But i love it!!! I keep on doing pile drives in ( Read more... )

Helllo Everyone! My sister got a lj so would you please aknowledge her and add her too your friends list!! Sheeesh! Iove you. Hee.

I saw a really scary movie last night. The Descent. It looked more cool and fascinating than scary so a dragged along amanda who is deathly afraid of scary movies and andrew and robert. What followed next was a series of horrifying scenes that you couldnt tear your eyes away from. Now i remember why i dont like scary movies. But at the same time i ( Read more... )

Hello! I am back! Not sure what else to say. Me and Andrew are gonna get chinese food and movies and pig out in bed for a while. Sounds nice. But after that we are going to need a BIG break from eachother. Just from being together so much. I am wiped from the trip home. So check this out, the entire trip i took from California to Montana to Alberta ( Read more... )

Getting ready to go to CANADA!!!! and Orcas Island. Whenever I hear CANADA!!! in my head its always big, loud and yodelish. Dont ask me why. Andrew is coming after much discussion about what people really want, and living in the now, and dont think so much,and then finally the Nike slogan: Just Do It. Is that the Nike slogan? Pretty sure. Anyway ( Read more... )

Time has come for us to pause ( Read more... )

Just wrote my hemingway story. Can we say procrastination?