my brother Larry was shot in the neck and killed saturday afternoon while he was chillin with his "boys". hmm so this means NO LJ and maybe no more desii >shrugz< who knows. Still not hit with reality. I mean I keep thinking im gonna wake up and he's gonna be here, or while everyone (thousand strangerz)is here cryin, he`ll come running in the house ( Read more... )

hmm I woke up and chilled online a little while then wen across the street to Sueli's. Damn I ain't been there in SO LONG and mind you I only live ACROSS the street. I chilled with her grandma, shes so damn cute! She be having me DYIN when she tell me stories and she remind me of my granma(rip). Then me and Sueli went to her school and picked up ( Read more... )

UGH my days been full of ups and downs // mixxed emotions and shit. My moms pissed me off basically all day. I didnt get my hair cut like I was saposed to, or go to the mall. Me and Pete . . blah things are getting sour again. I love him so much but I don't know, the feelings just aren't the same. I been sitting here thinking about my "friends". ( Read more... )

woke up hella early! shit just chilled down here in muh room listened to music and did zero. I talked to muh bebe for a little while and did my homepage in the afternoon. bugged out with my nigga spence and wow guess who IMed me today? Nesco. first the kid tells me he don't wanna talk to me anymore and then he IMs me. .smh . .confusin motha fuccaz ( Read more... )

Yesterday I chilled with Pete and after he left I chilled with some friends then I went to Vica's crib and bugged out there a while. We got in trouble by auntie Q @ like 4 in the mornin cause we was doin some thangz we shouldnt have been doin. Like playing outside with the water hose ;x but whatever that was yesterdayshit. Itz been a long motha ( Read more... )

hmmmz just another boring day! I didn't do much cept sign on and off aol. I spoke to Jaime for a while and wa ha he made me feel better. . fuccin fruity tap dancin muh fucca! lol. I tried doin some new graphicz but blah losin muh touch i guess, or maybe i just never had skillz. Petey and Josh came over and me and Pete spoke for a while about alot ( Read more... )

hmm today was boring! I just chilled in the crib cause the weather was yucky and watched tv with Vica. LOL son we stayed watching trading spacez -smh- all tryna use the ideaz and make over my room (it aint happening) UGH Pete called in the morning and got mad cause I didn't want him to come over. 1st it was a lil early 1:30 2nd I had jus woke up ( Read more... )

Hmm..lets see I had a fucced up birthday! I mean I woke up and everything was cool, moms said happy birthday and so did everyone else. Larry brought me flowerz ; a card ; a baloon ; and some sneakers. . I love my big brotha! Chilled with Vica watched tv. and shit. this is where everything got so phucked up for me..

hmMmm Joey ( my ex ) is so ( Read more... )

Right now I'm in I.Mz with my boo nesc0. Itz weird cause the connect we got, but its all good lol das muh niqquh. <33333 HmMm he says that "he lovez me" but is it FOREAL or just something to say in return. He confusez the shit out of me sometimez. I can't even trip cause I do gotta meet him first before anythin but OMG i hate the phuckin broadz ( Read more... )

today I had a good day! I didn't go anywhere or anything i just spent some quality time with my cousin preshuz. We watchin "not another teen movie" lmao stupid shit had me laughing and then "glass house" a pretty good movie =]. We was outside talking to Jess and Natalie for a little while, ate some chicken and watched the movies. OOoO goodness lmao ( Read more... )