everybody's got alot of fucked up shit goin on in they life shit they ain't happy with but it's just about being strong and not letting it keep us down

i love fern for saying that to me. Lately i`ve been feeling real funny and im going to take some time out to just THINK ; and find myself because I am lost within

hmm it sitting here eating all of Preshuz` tostitos and cheese dip. . like I did a few nights ago and hmm I'm lonely. Preshuz had class and she'll be gone till 4. I guess I should start working on a new layout and fixing Desii@j2s.com. So far my week is going good. I met up with this kid I've known for about 6 yrs in Manhattan yesterday and we ( Read more... )

I went to the mall with my girls from school and we went shopping for a party here at school tomorrow. I hear it's supposed to be off the hook and EVERYONE and they momma comin. Weird, I was mindin my own business and some dude came up to me and was like "hey I know you from somewhere/u look familiar" and I was like "NAH I ain't even from around ( Read more... )

Hmm my weekend was alright I guess. I chilled with Bug since he was at A.I.C when I was visiting Joana. We stayed up thursday night till about 6:30 am and talked about EVERYTHING. I guess he's feeling me after all. Hopefully something sparx btwn us but I'm not really expecting anything. . it just would be nice yuh know ( Read more... )

CURRENTLY - I`M extremely mad at Jeremy. We sort of went our seperate ways since I suggested that we see other people. The distance just was NOT working for me. He told me he was talking to Dani and I know this is someone he fucked with from the past which made me a little upset. I dunno how someone who could say they love u so much, get with ( Read more... )

DAMN, I can't wait to go home this weekend. Last weekend I got up with a friend of mine who I dated when I was just a little girl. He was my first boyfriend, my first kiss and although we broke up after 8th grade I always had feelings for him and we remained good friends. Jerry and I seen each other Friday night and I told him that I missed him and ( Read more... )

Well well well if it isn`t Desii back to LIVEJOURNAL. I didn`t think I was going to come back but I was chillin here with my cousin Preshuz and we figured blurty is getting real boring so we wanted to come back. AWW I missed my livejournal ( Read more... )

shit i`m just here chilling with my cousin Vander. This bastid going to court tomorrow and I guess he's getting locked up and we all hurt sipping some henny and just thinking when's the next time we gonna be doing this. I hope he doesn't get locked cause this my little nigga // my souljah and my partna in crime. Lately I been up to no good. whoring ( Read more... )

whats the deal folkz? miss my entries? I ain`t been home much i guess cuz i been with petey and staying at my brothers crib with hi wifey and kids... but uhmz i`ve relocated to . . . :: drum roll :: u journal. user = qiqqlez . .

One week since my brother was killed and it still doesn`t feel real. I went to the wake and he looked swollen // still the same kinda. The same beautiful long eyelashes and the same thick eyebrows his mustache and lil go'tee thing was still the same. I miss him so damn much and I keep expecting him to come home. Thanks so much to everyone who is ( Read more... )