And I will never look for love again.

I forefiet my life to the whim of whatever terrible thing God wishes upon me tomorrow, and the day after that, and so forth until all my days are used up, and cracked, and dry.

Dissapointment in one hand, and a beer in the other. That's kinda how we do stuff here ( Read more... )

I'm afraid because there is no force in the universe that compells anyone to love me.

There is no law, or fate, or being to set things right in my life.

That's what scares me.

I want something unreal, and i'll always be checking for reality when it seems like I could have it.

I jump the gun.

I'm crazy, and I'm doomed.

I hope there is another

Yeah, I was almost okay, until Kristen sarcastically handed me a little necco heart that said "Got love." I don't know why. It just went right through me, and I wanted nothing more than to crawl away and die a little ( Read more... )

I bought a pair of diesel jeans.

They make me pretty like a girl.

I love them though.

Michigan is a place outside of time ( Read more... )

it really sucks, by the way, to not have any friends...and to have to do everything by yourself.

It feels like everyone else is out doing something with people who want to be around them....but pretty much everyone considers me unworthy to be in their presence.

You have no idea how lonely I am. You really don't.

So I went to the rough and rowdy brawl. It's a really underrated event. On the surface, a bunch of rednecks get wasted and defend the pride of their county by showing up and getting wasted in a crowd in which the statistical likeleyhood of any given person in the audience being your "Cousin," (and maybe more!)is ridiculously high ( Read more... )

Yeah ( Read more... )