NUR AISYAH?

I'm a fucking mess.

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Upset, tired, frustrated, and missing someone.

I'm just not made for close personal relationships with anyone I can possibly desire.
True story.

I will get through this.
The first step is the hardest.

I understand that we're still friends. Great friends, despite what the *fuckery, I had stirred ( Read more... )

I will abstain from Coke.

My birthday passed recently, it was this Monday, the 9th of November, if anyone was wondering. As of that date, I was officially 16; making it legal for me to do two things: To watch NC-16 movies and to have sex. ( Granted this only applies in Singapore. I might have been legal ages ago in some other country )

As with every birthday, I got presents!
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Things to do.
1. Find something to do tomorrow. Since someone, has other plans. ( Have I grown dependent on you for my entertainment and companionship already? Feels like it. )
2. Read "Does God Play Dice."
3. Secret Project N!
4. Mebeh makes Horde Character to entertain Vincent? (Even after all we've established on the Alliance.)
5. Probably pray for ( Read more... )

So, the much overrated 'O' levels ended awhile ago for myself and I find myself with abundant free time.

I'm a little tired of World of Warcraft and DotA is only fun when you have friends to play with.  I suppose a good question would be, "What to do with all this time?"

Bryan tells me, don't do whatever you have planned, just take it slow. But then ( Read more... )