so one day in the future i will be walking along the sidewalk and see someone sitting there looking unhappy. i will sit beside them and ask them what's wrong and then they'll tell me and then they'll notice the uneasy and annoyed look on my face and ask me what my problem is. and then i'll tell them. i'll talk and talk without stopping and then i' ( Read more... )

i don't know why it bugs me that i'm not being treated equally. isn't that some kind of things girls should be used to by now? i guess because i always have been because of my personality and other random facts that i have always been able to hang out with guys and have no problem and not be seen as just some chick that they want to bang. i ( Read more... )

today, i looked at a picture of myself. normally i see just the same face, the same person, nothing is different. i didn't look at the picture to see myself and i saw something different. it was.. strange. i liked it. i can't look at myself the same now. it's refreshing. maybe there are some things i still need to open my mind to.

oh elope with me ( Read more... )

I don't know why I have to feel bad when I stand up for myself. Jeez why did my mom raise me to be such a wuss?

I kind of feel like my life has boundaries and it's starting to make me uncomfortable. I love my boyfriend to bits, it's definitely not the relationship. I just.. Don't know.

But it's strange. I also feel as though anything is possible. ( Read more... )

I guess I'm a little aggravted. I don't know. I don't like to feel guilty for something I had fun doing, especially if it didn't hurt me. I may have hurt people close to me and that just kills me. I've already stablished that if I hurt someone I love I don't want to do I again. I don't want to constantly feel bad about it. I've apologized and I ( Read more... )

I was thinking about the last week of college last semester and how we would watch the sunrise. You were just a stranger to me then. I let you sleep in my bed but I always felt safe with you. You're sleeping beside me now, naturally taking up the whole bed but it just lets me be closer to you so I won't complain until I'm half asleep and completely ( Read more... )

and then there are times like these when i just can't stop thinking and replaying everything that's happened over and over in my head. but it's normally only the good things. i know, read the book. but maybe i don't really want to stop thinking about things and just relax. it's who i am. i like to just sit and think about everything. sitting around ( Read more... )

i can't concentrate tonight. there's this ache in my heart that hasn't really gone away for a long time. it disappears every once in a while, so it's mending i suppose. it just likes to remind me it's still there when i feel completely content with this situation ( Read more... )

i love it when my life consists of stupid pictures, lovely friends, puppy dogs, abandoned buildings, restful nights, clean rooms, big hugs, extra kisses, extra kisses, extra kisses. oh, the complete bliss ( Read more... )

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