told to day at work (by boss, who I respect) that my problem is that I care ( Read more... )

hey yeah so been a hot minute. things trot along. a very fun night last night. on s's computer now should probably eat eggs they're good for concentration. pretty sure this is kate bush playing. I need whatever those fat contained vitamins are that a bottle of wine pulls out of me. not hung over per se tho, just y'know woozy in that good way.

argh. work is still attached to the left side of my temple. I just want to stop thinking about it and enjoy the rest of my day. headache. I don't know if i'm cut out for this one. self doubt self doubt blah blah blah. i just feel like there is this constant undermining thing going on there. vent vent. few new job positings on c.list since i ( Read more... )

i did good. now starts my weekend. Off to dinner with J. who is visiting town.

picture of an ex in bloodied shirt...disturbing. at least i know its for a play. and it looks like he's enjoying himself. hope all in michigan and beyond are well.

yeah job. not bad. interesting. less this week to make me thing ken kesey novels. the staff today not being so very one flew over the cuckoos nest as they seemed last week. some good convos with coworkers ( Read more... )

aw yeah. and it's full time. with benifits. and it seems neat. working with a harm reduction based residential treatment center. fasciminating stuff. and hours that leave me my afternoons to play in sunny san fran. sure it'll mean some early rising but I'm ready to be a morning person again ( Read more... )

there is a really amazing article this week in the Nation about how our country's anti harm reduction policies are affecting the international spread of HIV via shared needles. a worthwhile read if you know someone with a copy. Includes a thorough historical perspective on our international drug policies.

2nd interview went pretty well, i don't know for sure of course...but we shall see. Now is not the time to be second guessing. I should know come tuesday

sent a nice li'l thankyou note already though.

just so they know i'm serious.

to google the guy you have a crush on....hmmm ( Read more... )

applied for another interesting looking job, research assistant. yesterday talked too loud on the bus. Was definitely that guy with the cell phone. totally inapropriate. ah well. happens ( Read more... )