Blah. I don't even know what to write in here anymore.

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So I wonder how things would be if I hadn't moved to Arizona. I wouldn't have met any of the people that I have. My life would be completely different. I'd still be in a small town thats dead yet exciting in its own way. I'd still know every single person ( Read more... )

Ha, wow. This whole situation sounds so familiar.
I just have one thing to say:
It's bullshit. Don't fall for it.

Happy Valentine's Day! Ahh, love is in the air. :)

So I've been thinking. I don't really know what I want right now. I'm so torn between two things. I act all tough and say all these things but deep down I'm really hurting and feeling something totally different. I hate these feelings. My heart is telling me one thing and I really really want to follow it, but my min for some reason is saying the ( Read more... )

Hm, not a whole lot has been goin on...had the mentor 8th grade parent night thing yesterday, went to that. I was an aide for a teacher with Joe..boy, was that fun. Ha, we saw soem rowdy, we-think-we're-too-cool-for-this 8th graders and started making fun of them lol. We got bored so decided to go to the basketball game. Oh yeahh, got in trouble ( Read more... )

Man, I really wish I didn't do some of the things I did. I just want to apologize for everything. I hate these bitter feelings. I know what I did was wrong, and I just want everything to be okay.

So uh I guess Neel isnt coming. He has a basketball game. god damn. I HATE BASKETBALL. it freaking ruins everything...all the time. Seriously. I really really hate it.

hm i havent updated in a whiiiile. well not much has been going on. hm went to lisa and marcus's [dude is it marcus' or marcus's..i'm confused.] surprise party on saturday. that was fun. then i dunno probably did homework and stuff. mondayyy, reluctantly went to school, chilled with pooja after. dude i have such a boring life.. but anyway YAY neel' ( Read more... )