Hey guys! Well this is the last time I'm going to be updating my journal because I created a new one. So I'm only gonna have this to let people know my new journal name and stuff like that! I hope you enjoy my new one! Thanks!
I hate being told I let someone down or bn told I disappointed someone.. You might as well as kill me if you say that..... I hate it....Well... my lil secret came out... Well it needed to it wasn't right to keep it let alone even do it... Jessica's party was last night it was alot of fun me n Lala played DDR the whole time! Well.. then this morning
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Hey hey hey! Today I stayed home from school.. Boring! I actually woulda liked to be @ school... but being sick isn't no fun! argh! I just wanna sleep! I just wanna sleep!... but the real me is saying "Why can't I be me... Why can't I be me?!" I hate how I'm always making stupid decisions! I hate how I am just so stupid! Argh! I'm totally dying
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I have come to realize that.. I'm am the worse person/ daughter/ friend/ girlfriend....!!!! No matter how good life is or how perfect things could be I'm always gonna them up some how. I'm so tired of feeling like shit! So tired! I can't take it anymore.. all this crap... YES I'M FUCKED UP.. get over it!! My past is my past I CAN'T change it! Why
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Hey All! 2day was very blah! I haven't felt good all day. And I didn't feel good last night and I forgot to turn my alarm on. So I woke up late... Argh! I feel so crappy! And I can't keep anything down.... Friday I got a party to go to.. It should be fun... But we'll see okay well I think imma go lay down! Later all.
Well.... the votes are in and...Dallis is our new youth minister..When they announced that he was our new youth minister...My heart sank and I just burst into tears...If this is usppose to be so awesome.. Why do I feel so crappy..? Why do I feel as if imma lose Ryan 4 good? I can't lose Ryan...I can't lose a friend.. a youth minister.. someone who
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Okay well I just got back from the Lighting of the Christmas tree @ the Landing it was really kewl! I enjoied it! Even though it was soo cold.. I bout froze to death! I didn't do anything today @ all! so yeh! I sent in my Application 4 STC I'll explain more about STC later when I have more time... but yeh.. 2morrow is the social 4 Dallas.. Not to
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