So... ya... its been quite a while since my last entry. I guess you could say I only write when I'm depressed, and again, here i am ( Read more... )

Why do men seem to hide things, constantly? Is it just me? Is it all men? I feel like he is always hiding who he talks to through his email/ IM's ect. He has not opended an email in front of me in over 6 months! He will not! Why is this? IS HE HIDING SOMETHING!?! Damn, i need some good advice.

I don't know whats been going through my mind. Why I can't seem to get things right, why I can't seem to keep friends, why I have been such a loner lately, why I can't sleep anymore, I find myself crying all of the time (but theres no one to listen) and I can tell that my relationship with my boyfriend isn't right. I don't know, maybe it's because ( Read more... )

I know, i havent updated in a while. Things have been going pretty well. With the exception of my boyfriends mother. For the past 12 months I have been puting up with her stupid childish bullshit and rude remarks like: " You should stop eating that your going to get fat" I would hear her say that over and over again. She started telling everyone ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I have written in my journal. These past few months I have been pretty good. With the exception of luis and I argueing all of the time. It stopped for a couple weeks then he blew up on me. I cryed for 3 straight hours. He kept yelling and yelling at me and telling me i was fucking everything up for us and to stop crying b/c ( Read more... )

This weekend was really nice. Well, with the exception of me getting drunk on Friday night and have the biggest hang over the next morning. But other then that everything was all good ( Read more... )

bored... sitting here. Waiting to hear back from Luis. Ugh... im so bored. I wanna go home and sleep. I got NO sleep last night at all, couldn't stop tossing and turning. I actually started dozing off while i was driving. Dont wanna start that again ( Read more... )

Today I woke up around 11:00 AM and go ready for school, grabbed something to eat and headed to school ( Read more... )

It was the 1st day back to school 2day. UGH! I really didnt wanna go. I have a fricken 8AM class. I woke up at about 8:10 and didn't get there til about 9:15... b/c of my stupid schedule. People are morons sometimes when it comes to things ( Read more... )

*Friday ( Read more... )