this year is going to be a bitch
hopefully it's fun enough to make up for the stress i kno i'll have.

DA i hate how today i feel like i fail at everything. and after a busy morning i sit down to watch a show that i recorded the other night and my dad tells me he wants edited copies of my college essays by tomorrow. while he watched 4 hrs of golf yesterday. i realize that he thinks that what i watch is pointless, and he doesn't have to enjoy my tv ( Read more... )

so working at les moise is kinda boring. and idk about the whole second job thing. i'm hearing it's a bad idea but it doesn't make sense to me bcuz it would just be 1 day of the week. if even. at least that was my impression. i think i'll go in for the second interview and just say that that's all i'll be able to do until the musical is over. i ( Read more... )

so i was SUPER nervous for senior pictures but i had them today and now i'm really excited and that excitement is also for SCHOOL now like CRAZY i mean i still don't want to apply or write essays or any college stuff but for some reason i'm excited for calc 3 and registration and school starting. i mostly have in mind the musical and choir stuff ( Read more... )

my present life/immediate future= :-D (aka awesome)

upcoming school/sat II's/college applications= AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!! (aka scared shitless)

france was awesome. check out my facebook for pictures.

and now i have no money :(

just ate some crepes with mike and allie. i feel so much better. i really hope i'm not just kidding myself because i really feel better. i'm still scared. but not so much. everything's going to be okay. my optimism is back. yay!!

talk to y'all when i get back from FRANCE!!

so here i am, ready to leave for france. bags packed. hair washed. legs shaved. wearing my most comfortable outfit EVER most likely. except my pj's maybe. but i'm really scared about going. i know part of the reason. but i think another part is that summer is going WAY TOO FRICKIN' FAST! in all my previous summers there have been plenty of days ( Read more... )

got back from the lakehouse yesterday. leaving for france tuesday. i feel kind of stuck though. i was really excited for 4th of july. and it was a ton of fun. but now it's over. and i can't really comprehend that i'm going to france. so i'm kind of stuck feeling like the highlight of my summer is over. but france should be really fun. i feel ( Read more... )

"hips don't lie" is currently the top itunes song

yay san diego!

for those of you who are very confused, on the choir trip to san diego smithers was almost constantly playing this song on his phone, and then when we went to breakfast at hard rock cafe they played it there, too. it was kind of the theme song of the trip, i guess...