today has just been one of those days for me. i was depressed when i woke up because i knew that i would not get to see curtis today as i had originally hoped. that just put a major damper on my day. then, after having a not so hot day, i got cussed out by a woman from my church. if i hadn't been crying, it would have been the most hilarious ( Read more... )

so, life has been crazy for the past week. met a few guys. seinor paul smith from springfield ohio is just about my perfect match. i'm going to move to ohio and then marry him. jonathon (don't know his last name) is pretty figging sweet, only i want him to not wear kahkis (how in the world do you spell that?), a plaid shirt, and fix his hair ( Read more... )

okay. that's my anger release. people think their lives suck. "omg, my girlfriend just broke up with me." "my iPod doesn't work right." "i broke a fingernail." whatever, until you've had an ambulance and a police officer at your house at 2:30 in the morning, you don't know what suckiness of life is. and, having an ambulance and a police ( Read more... )

so, i didn't think you could post from school. ashley, you were right. ICYC this weekend was amazing. i found out i like sanctus real, but i don't really like tait. i still can't believe katrina fell asleep during sanctus real. ryan was my source of amusement on the way home. "the ittsy bittsy spider..." anyways. this trimester really isn't ( Read more... )

theater: final=probably an A, class=it should be an A ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is with me and sophomore guys. i just am really attracted to some of them. it just doesn't make sense. well, it makes sense to me, but not to others. like my mom. "i don't think it was right of you to break up with charles. i think you were just comparing him to the little immature boys you always hang out with." okay, ( Read more... )

so, against the judgement of some of my friends, i am in the process of breaking up with charles.

i got into milligan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for those of you who went to the davis party, did you think it looked like bryce and i were dating?

i am so burnt out right now. i don't want to do anything. i feel like friendships with some of my friends are dying, but i don't really care. i'm leaving for college in a year. i'm not going to see half of these people again. i don't care. i'm not doing homework. my grades are not up where they usually are. i'm upset about something that ( Read more... )

so, beyond the fact that i'm stressed out by yearbook, life is not too awful right now.

quote of the day "silly, silly nick. you must remember to put it into normal mode." ~nick mcnulty.

ok. charles and i. eh, still don't know what's going on there. he's a freshman at purdue. we've already kissed. i went up to purdue yesterday for the game to see him. it was fun. i don't know where this is going. i don't know anything. today has not been my day. laters.