-
Signed up for college
I just sumitted my fasfa today.. I'm going to try for Madonna university to get my bachelors in science.. Hoping for a medical lab techinain ( Read more... ) -
Sick and lovely
I've been working way too much = sick. I have a sinus infection makes my head hurt... I'm fucking awesome though in my personal life.. I have an amazing man an amazing daughter who is still pushing buttons.. But my life right now is sort of on hold also. Waiting for the bank to see if we can get a house.. Waiting for the pre approval to start my ( Read more... ) -
Work
Lol Aidan came and "worked" with me yesterday and was so proud and loved working there we are actually going to do it again today I need to put my order in
This has made my heart swell
Just an update
Fully in love again with jon
I'm out
Rochelle
-
April
So far I've been so sick since after my Chicago trip... And being sick equals evil rochelle comes out I'm happy jon out to see that crazy part of me but not really happy he saw it... Lol I'm so crazy lately and I still wonder if I'm in the right place... It's hard being supportive all the time.. To be fair jon helps me out daily... I sort of feel ( Read more... ) -
Chicago trip
I am on the train back to Michigan from visiting arielle in Chicago. I decided to visit arielle because I knew something was going in with her and I wanted to distance myself from jon for a little bit. I'm still completely infatuated with him, which sometimes you need space to make sure your feelings are true ;). We had are first fight it was about ( Read more... ) -
Happy new year
It's funny that my last post was conflicted about moving in with jon... I moved in after the first.. Still settling in not completely organized but I'm getting there. Today jon filled my heart so much it scares me that I love him this much... That your heart can be so filled with honest love.. ( I know...sappy stuff to follow)
Today jon dropped off ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I know it's too soon to move in with jon but I hate splitting my time with rora and him... I feel it's truly really hard for me... I'm getting tired which sucks because I now know what true love feels like.. He asked me to move in a couple weeks ago and I said no and he agreed now I regret that decision we made... Not sure if it was right but I'm ( Read more... ) -
Weekend with kids
This weekend was extraordinary. I had jon and his don Aidan stay at my house then we met up with my parents and rora at the campground in holly. I'm extremely happy right now. I've never been so in love with anyone as much as I love jon. I've never seen anyone be such a great dad. He's awesome with Aidan and especially with rora. My heart is so ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I completely gave my whole heart away... And it scares me that I didn't keep a small part for myself incase I made the wrong choice.... It's too late now.. Yet I worry about what will happen to it later.. I never knew I could feel this way
I hate being out of control and scared
But I love him
Thoughts of a crazy
-
Get your Update update
Full moon tonight which means I'm crazy! Yay! I'm sitting on my parents porch smoking and drinking a beer to calm myself down from yet another stupid day at work.
I'm been dating an awesome man for the last month name Jon. He treats me very well and makes me smile. I felt like if I went over to his house today I would start self Sabotaging things ( Read more... )