I am being guided.. and my path for this year is totally new.
Quackybeak is defunct. though I will use this livejournal now and again, I will be using Syordan's Nest for this new journey.
Goodbye Quackybeak. It's been fun.

Today I've let go of the past, closed the door realising I can't fix what broke and I can't make it anything other than what it has been deemed to be. I did not want my marriage to fail like it did, but we both fell short somehow and just couldn't get the love to work. I can move on knowing I gave it my best shot, the best I could. I will never ( Read more... )

This marriage breakup is ugly. I've learned that I cannot involve any of my family, I must do this alone. My greatest support has withdrawn from the hurt inflicted, I am terrified to lose the other. Loved ones get dragged in and hurt, as has happened yesterday. So I'll zip up and find supports in strangers, probably the best thing to do anyway.. no ( Read more... )

OMG I've just had a very difficult conversation with a niece. She is mid 20's and hurting big time. She was defensive and aggressive when I arrived and it only got worse. She tried to kick me out of a friend's house, but I wouldn't go, telling her it was my friend's house, not hers, and if the friend wanted me to go I would. My friend stayed out ( Read more... )

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So on 1st December 2009 I signed the lease on a rental house in Beenleigh. I've leased it for 6 months, that should give me enough time to rest and heal and decide where I want to be in the next 12 months. Like I need to decide that! My dream of owning my own few acres in the Tweed Valley is close.. I can feel it. By June 2010 I should have it. I ( Read more... )

I've just read, to help combat depression, crystals are beneficial, especially Lepidolite - a purple stone that actually has lithium in it and many people find carrying a piece with them helps settle them - It has an effect on our bio-magnetic energies. Clear Quartz and Ametrine are good too, especially if you are experiencing any sort of life ( Read more... )

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Ryan arrived in the world this morning, 16th May, at 0053am weighing in at 7lb 15oz. He was delivered by emergency Caesarean Section after 2 days of labour. He was firmly wedged in Carly's pelvis and was in cardiac distress at each contraction so off they went and out popped the most beautiful little boy. Carly was so very brave, in such pain ( Read more... )