Gosh, I'm so lame at drawing. I'm not as consistent as I used to be. Several years back it was like a disease and now it seems I can't focus on drawing one thing and finishing it all the way. Its like something else comes up or I have to do something, I dunno! My fiancee keeps encouraging me to finish old pics but its like....the lil desk/drawing ( Read more... )

22-23 weeks into pregnancy. Its really cool now that he's starting to move. However its still weird watching my stomach roll, morph and twitch. Either way its a new feeling of elation knowing that I made this little thing ( Read more... )

This week sucks. It does. BECAUSE ( Read more... )

I can't escape responsibilities. I can't escape tiredness. I just seem to never have time for anything. I'm trying to manage my well-being and just when I think I have time for drawing, something else hits or ails me. Like right now, I just realized we have fucking FLEAS!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! EEEEEEW!!!! FUCK, I wanna just box all ( Read more... )

I.FOUND.THE.SONG. Just so that I don't forget:: Supermercato::Since You're Mine ( Read more... )

Seriously, some people deserve a good slap in the face. Don't tell me one thing, MIS-inform me (or not at all) about changes and act like you don't care if I show up or not, CALL me on THAT day, asking where I am ( Read more... )

GARRR, getting new uniforms for work and they feel quite nice, however, the pants look like PEWWWWP. So tacky ( Read more... )

MUSTGETINTOITARRRGHCANTFINISHANYTHING.

:((((((((((((

I have like, no spark. Nothing to keep me motivated.

In addition to that, I feel nonexistant to my once good online buddies...

You know what really pisses me off?

I've been trying to conceive for almost 6 months and the one time I come so close...it was nothing.

2 weeks late on my period and lo-and-behold it was just a 'late' period. Nothing else. I tried so hard. I'm so close to giving up and just saying fuck it. Maybe I'll have ONE by the time I'm 30.

I just want so bad ( Read more... )

:C.........

$513.....gone.

Ugh, I should just do commissions. Yah.