I'd hate for you guys to think my life is always candy and gumdrops. I feel like crap right now. I have no reason to feel like crap, even though I can think I have hundreds... I tell myself they're invalid. Really though, I have a job lined up, that gives me FULL benefits RIGHT AWAY, and a $45,000 a year paycheck that's been handed to me. I guess ( Read more... )

yep, I have a neeeeeeeeew job. and a good one too. Right now, I've been activated as an "assistant recruiting and retention NCO" and starting Jan 13th, if all goes well and God willing, I will become an official "recruiting and retention NCO" I'll get my own Governement car, my own office, the works. Not to mention a fat paycheck, housing allowance ( Read more... )

I hope I'm not coming down with anything... that would not be cool. I think I'll go to bed early tonight. I have a big day tomorrow. I'm supposed to be meeting with the NCO IC of the central MN recruiter guy to talk to him about working active duty special work. Today was an ok day. I'm still struggling with a lot of things... but God willing, I'll ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I updated this bad boy, so I figured I'd start writing in it more. I'm sitting here watching street smarts in my skivies getting ready to attempt to sleep. I've been such an insomniac lately. During the day I could close my eyes and fall asleep walking, but at night there's just no hope. Today I took a final in philosophy. ( Read more... )

So i got this new program that lets me update my journal at any time. I like it. I wanna know how to get the punk-mood heads and such. If anyone can steer me in the right direction as to where I can get cool LJ interfaces, I'd really appreciate it, thanks!

and a lot has happened, but I just wanted to let anyone who cared to know I'm still alive. I love you and miss you all. someday I'll take the time to update. show me love, and I'll be sure to write in hear more often.

Hello all. I have some big news... God has been communicating to me something I'm afraid to face because I know some people were depending me, but I need to trust in Him to take care of all that, especially since the people that were counting on me are His children. In case you're wondering, God has called me to move home back to MN. Plain as day, ( Read more... )

I found this on a Christian Goth site while I was searching for my friend's band's site. I was really moved by it, and wanted to share it with everyone. I don't usually do stuff like this, but this was truly AMAZING ( Read more... )

I hate when i don't post in here forever. Lots of things have been happening. I've been playing in the Rock band which is SUPER fun, I'm hopefully going to learn how to swing dance if laura calls me, I have myself on a new workout plan, and so far, I've followed it almost a week. I now hand out plungers for Palmer plumbing... I need a real job, ( Read more... )

well, I'm back in here to schpeel a little more. I'm still waiting on Jesus to come back, and I used to want to do stuff before that happened, but now I just don't care. I'm not saying that in a "life sucks" sorda way, I'm saying anytime He chooses to come back or take me from this earth, I am ready. God wants asked me if I wanted to go "home" ( Read more... )