papa i'm a millionare but saks fifth ave don't sell affection.

also please forgive me for being such a shitty friend ♥ i promise i'm going to comment and update more. i do check my friends page every time i go on lj and read all of your entries, i just rarely comment because i dont have the time. i also just did a friends cut. everyone who's cut no hard feelings. i basically just removed people who havent ( Read more... )

i realize i havent updated in mad long but i wanna start again. i may be moving to a new journal later on today . comment here if youre still interested in being my LJ friend and ill add you on the new name

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um, why am i so batshit insane? i truly feel that im really just crazy most of the time and i really dont understand how or why people deal with me. last night i had like 56 crazy mood swings and i was drunk so it made it worse. umm im feeling happier now but unhappy about the fact that i have to be crazy all the time ? why cant i keep my insanity ( Read more... )

guess what livejournal? i am 17 years old! that may not be an accomplishment or special to a lot of you and it's kind of a pointless age (like.. 16 is fun for girls and 18 and 21) but i'm SO excited about it cuz to me it's crossin over into the second half of teenage years... meaning i'm ALMOST DONE ( Read more... )

oh cool! awesome night last night! i was a bitch to everyone, drunk txted someone who a) is deaded from my life and b) i really didnt even want to talk to in the first place.... [and knowing him he was like "LOL WOW THIS MEANS SHE STILL WANTS ME AND IS MISERABLE W/O ME" so umm yea that pisses me off that i txted that cuz its like me looking dumb ( Read more... )

soemtimes i get madd jealous of people who easily let themselves be emotional, or act out when theyre angry or depressed. i feel like im physically incapable of asking for help or telling someone my feelings.. i feel liek just wake up and do the same things every day.. i dont talk to anyone about anything personal so i just replay everything in my ( Read more... )

SO '08 is ight so far, i guess. i have off this week cuz of midterms. i took my english and math ones on friday. english i KNOW i at least got a 95, i can't wait to get my grade back. math, not so much. anyway i have a social studies on in the morning on wednesday and that's all! and on tuesday, thursday and friday morning i have to go to boces. ( Read more... )