( What IS CODEPENDENCY? )

wow i definitely love being with you...

i had a fun weekend :)
back to school tm :(
i NEED new friends i hate all of my FAKE ASS "FRIENDS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sucks when you cant trust ANYONE!

FUCK 2009

sooo i drunkenly walked home tonight. it was refreshing. i feel like im never going to mature past the maturity level im at now. is that ok? as long as i keep up with my responsibilities can i spend the rest of my life ripping bongs, focusing on getting money, crushing on every dude i see? can i bee eternally 18 forever? cuz idk if i can grow older ( Read more... )

Underneath a disguise of a smile, gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry

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my "boyfriend" (well now EX boyfriendd... fuck him!!) dropped off the face of the earth . oh cool life melissa ( Read more... )

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I CANT GET OVER MICHAEL JACKSON DYING :-( all i can think about is when my dad forced me & my lil bro to sit down & watch thriller when we were mad lil haha