Somedays its like everyone is out to make you feel useless. well maybe not everyone but geez its like dear god please give me a break…you do something nice…and it comes back and hits you in the mfing face. what is with that??? I mean our best intentions end up being our downfalls. Sometimes it just seems easier to give up..i guess it’s a good thing ( Read more... )

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i feel so like myself today...and yesterday...and hopefully tomorrow...laughing with people in the media center...smiling...learning....dreading homework...listening to music...going to shows...living free...new hair colors...changing...giving...enjoying...la vie boheme

so its been forever since ive written in here but what the hell... its a new year ahahah any way i am not much of one for resolutions cuz who the hell says u can only better urself one time a year... what i am still and probally always working on is listening more and talking less... i have found that i tend to talk to solve problems instead of ( Read more... )

so idk life is one crazy wild ride thats for sure... the yg has reminded me so much of all the issues begin a teenager and how totlly differnet i am now and yet equally fucked up its so excellent. alalalalalal.

ok so i am having so much fun being a youth sponsor!!! it is awesome!! the youth are great! i get to plan the opening activites this sun! it should be good i think i have a pretty good idea so we will see. I also really like being involved with teh planning of the services that we have once a month it is really fun...i get to sing with matt and ( Read more... )

alll i have to say today is that after being awoken very loudly by chainsaws i am still in a somewhat good mood becuase of amazing people im my life! i know sounds dumb but when u have really awsome people to hang out with and talk to late at night or people who you can't waint to see then its like the whole world is better. I love you! thank you!

Do you ever wonder what becomes of messages that aren't returned? do they float between you and someone like mysterous clouds do they eventually fill a whole room so that when its the two of you theres nothign to say becuase what hasnt been said is way to much. do you ever read someone's writing and wonder if it is about you. is this about you?

Di you even notice how PROLIFIC people are these days? How much we all write? even stop to think about how often you actually listen, or really understand what you are reading? You aren't jsut seeing words you are seeing people's desperate attpemts to connect or be loved or be heard or all of that. When was the last time you read some ones blog or ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT!!!! MY DAD IS GETTING MARRIED?!?!?!?!?! who would have guessed that he would marry someone 15 years younger ! oh wait me and everyone else! aahahahhaahahaha life is funny