why can't anyone hear me? why doesn't anything work like it's supposed to? why is it all so complicated and hard? why don't you answer when i call..or call me back. Why after all i've done am i doing this all on my own?

sometimes things happen and you dont expect them to be so good or bad. This week is like the hell week combine with an angel. I am getting closer to someone who is totally amazing and yet people ilke owen are pushing me further away and i dont have time for people i want to have time for. and i am scared that i wont finish everything that has to be ( Read more... )

My messy apartment is really just a manifestation of my messy interior right now. I am struggling with a lot of things not the least of which is extreme lonliness. I am roommate less boyfriend less and kinda familyless right now. My sister and my dad have pretty much decided that they have eachother and thats enough. Which pretty much sucks for me( ( Read more... )

So today right as my roommate and i were leaving school it started to rain but not just rain like a monsoon like rain it was nuts so as we get out of our crazy taxi at the house i run in the driveway which is tile and i totally "biff it" as my other house mate says or rather i fell hard core....i hit my head and left elbow with a lot of force but i ( Read more... )

There is this great song by agape called many rooms. Its about how god's house is open to everyone and its not really up to us here on earth to judge who gets in and whose out. "In this good book that I told ya'll I'm reading no justification for the stonewall beating" I mean how much does that rock! that goodness that someone out there is ( Read more... )

Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ( Read more... )

“Your Silence will not protect you”- Audro Lorde ( Read more... )

it seems to me that if you are under the age of thirty and don’t want to blindly follow the status quo and don’t have money then apparently your views are pointless and no matter how much you kick or scream and peacefully protest no one outside the people who already agree with you care. I am failing to see how the majority of previous generations ( Read more... )

coming home in the morning light and knowing how much mayhem you have caused...feeling like your some crazy fool with spring fever...talking for hours for no reason...so amazing i cant even explain

First of all i am working on going to chicago on the weekend of the 23 so as long as the weather is good that weekend ill be getting ot see all my wonderful loyolans or whatever also i have been reading my diary from seventh grade to help me with figuring out stuff for youth group. I WAS INSANE... its actually almost uncomfortable to read. let me ( Read more... )