Well I know for all of you who actually read my journal you have been without something to read for a very long time. I am sorry for that and I hope that in time I can write everything down so you can know what has been going on with me. For a short version right now I will just say that I have had my baby. He was born July 1st 2007 at 10:39 a.m ( Read more... )

U kno sometimes i just dont understand y ppl feel the need 2 say they r lost with no where 2 turn. I myself have done that many times before but as i go on and c others and there lives, or as i try 2 get on with mine, there is always somewhere 2 turn, u just have 2 find it b4 u actually try turning. It seems as if every1 in my life, whether past ( Read more... )

my husband and i r sick and tired of living wit his mother....she wants us out which i can understand but how she is acting is completely retarded.....she is trying 2 kick me out the day after thanksgiving....i hav no where to go....and if i dont find on soon i will just leave on my own and become a bum on 95th........both lewe and i r working hard ( Read more... )

someone please help me......i have no friends around......lewe is driving me nuts......and i have yet another problem that i dont kno how 2 handle......i need some1.........i need a friend

Just a quick update 2 let every1 kno whats been up wit me......well i got sick a couple days agao and i havent been out the house since....I almost lost my voice and i really hate when that happens.....Lewe and I are still looking for better jobs....not that I really have one to begin with......my cold is actually getting better thanx 2 my mother- ( Read more... )

I dont really know how 2 deal with everything right now.....i fell as if im going down the same path as b4 and i dont want that 2 happen.....i miss high school for some reason and i kinda wish i was back there....i miss being able 2 c my friends everyday and having some1 2 talk 2.......i have made some new friends since graduation but they just ( Read more... )

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here let me just put it this way....4 all u fucking ppl that want 2 b assholes and not believe me bout my children fine.....thats ur opinion...but dont sit there and try 2 insult me on top of it....if u really want 2 kno then i'll tell u.....i have nothing 2 hide........but i lost my children......instead of getting rid of them like i thought i ( Read more... )

ok right now the whole thing is at a stand still and im hoping that whatever happens i will be able to keep my babies.....lewe and i are both looking for jobs so that we will be able to support them when they get here......last night things werent looking good for me but somethings have changed since then....i will be keeping everyone posted

i cant keep my babies....no one is happy bout them......i get rid of them 2 morrow....y cant i ever b happy?