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so I know what a downward spiral is like and maybe this is it but I reallywanna give it a shot because I am very much in love so after I finished updating when we talked it seemed not a terrible thing to stick with it ... I think I emphasize the bad much more so than I do the good because when its good it is so good and it is so much fun and it is ( Read more... )

Well for my holiday because I was stupid I decided to stay in town an invest more time...in being with Sam and guess what... we drove eachother crazy... is anyonesurprised? I am not we all know I am the masterat fucking itup...so naturally yesterday I got so wasted that I made a scene in front of all our friends and embarassed myself... but that ws ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: The Natural


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Hey... havent updated for awhile I have been somewhat preoccupied although I am not really sure with what I think its been with Sam but I feel it hasnt made a difference with her... she is definitely throwing me for a loop and I am trying to be understanding...not clingy... i have been told I can be like this sometimes so I have been trying to ( Read more... )

GETTING SICK AND Benja will be here soon...aaahhh I am freaking out I am pretty broke and my friend is coming tomorrow on holiday....what am I gonna do?

and another thing...stop giving me mixed sigmals...figure out what you want and then tell me.... and live your life as you want to.

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This is for all the assholes who commented on my last post about sentimental bullshit...this is real and I hope it makes you sick in your mouth as well as in your bowels ( Read more... )

I am tired of mopping around so I have decided to go out for martinis tonight I am gonna meet up with some friends and we are gonna have Five dollar martinis tonight at Alpha....I love Martinis I might just never leave China due to my alcoholism...just kidding...but actually yesterday I spoke with my mom about extending my stay until January and ( Read more... )

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