I just realized how absolutely pragmatic I am when it comes to other people I need not very much and often can't imagine people hurting me because really what is the point in that? but it does happen...Last night my roommate and I had a discussion about how I AM SO FLAKY...How just because I have someone to spend time with I have pushed her out of ( Read more... )

Whoever believes in therapy doesn't have a sister I made a breakthrough today in my therapy,Thats what i call talking ot my sister, she's the only person I feel won't identify me as petty... and true to form she didn't. I often think of her when I am mediating a situation at home between my roomates and I certainy thought how much I have grown to ( Read more... )

I once heard in a strange movie that a relationship is like a porcelain nail and once its cracked there is no way of putting it back and it seems this is true I exposed myself too early on and I have caused a crack in the nail that is me and my boy. I was a little broken girl and I still feel I am in his eyes, I should have been more grown up in ( Read more... )

What can I say about China that I do not like except for:the current situation with my roommate, it is so exhausting I had to run away from my house now I think my mother is afraid because I didn't come home all day yesterday and they called many times. I just didn't want to come back it was scariest panic when I had to come home. I came home at 9o ( Read more... )

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Things are good back home, true to form I got sick my first day in China I had terrible sinus problems and scratchy throat and all that ( Read more... )

Well it seems as though I am going home due to some visa problems I am having, goddamn the Chinese Visa system! but now comes the question MIAMI OR NO MIAMI?I am dying to see my baby sister, brother and dad, please pray for me to be able to see them I am dying to just as much as I want to pt my arms around my momma and my sisters and my grandma and ( Read more... )

well it turns out I am (surprise surprise) lonely (Jimo) and I feel as though everyone is leaving, because they are. Tej is leaving this Sunday and he is one of the people her that I trust most, Tristan is leaving and he is one of the people I like most, Louise left two weeks ago, Tiff left last week, Sarah is leavign Thursday, Hing leaves week ( Read more... )

well as everyone already knows I am moving in to my new flat with my German friend... I am nervous, sometimes shes a bit too much for me to handle...but I love her! I hpe Dayanna can come to China it woudl be so great we could go out she could experience China, meet my new friends including the boys.... and see my rocking new apartment... I just ( Read more... )

Well the Vacation has proven to be effective in releasing me of anything that was plaguing me... I met a boy! yay...I have come to accept the fact that I am an excessively needy person and someone... is what I need...i also need cheese... Cheese.. i want some cheese... Someone just told me about a western market where I can purchase cheese so I'm ( Read more... )