I'm the happiest I have ever been.

it's a little too much just compressing and filtering and dismissing all the garbage inside my head. Those times are a lately and end with me and a bottle of wine. drink. sleep. repeat.

Every choice I have made has led me where I am tonight. I have plenty of regrets, unfulfilled wishes, crashed hopes, and empty dreams. All I ever really wanted was to have friends I could count on, friends I could consider family, and someone to love and to love me..I never considered that falling in love would mean that the friendships I had would ( Read more... )

I miss my grandpa.

I know I don't mean too much to anyone. And I'm so grateful to be reminded of it all the time.

I forgot that holidays make me lonely. and sad. I've got mi wine and music and thats bout it. love you all. happy christmas merry thanksgiving.

aw sht i cant see hta keus boear. it loks liek wresjglksd'fgj/ you know.

This is how the world ends

Not with a bang but with a whimper

i know

I'm making myself crazy. I'm going fucking nuts.