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Medium - Find Me There!
I think this is the thousandth time I've said, "It's been way too long." But it still rings true.
Isn't it strange how some of the most difficult times of your life feel like they'll take forever to resolve? Then all of a sudden three years pass. And somehow you pause time, and fully see how far you've come? I feel like a completely different ( Read more... ) -
"The Truth Sometimes Hurts, but Lies Always Hurt..."
If you read this entire post, you might not believe that's a quote from my ex-bf's Facebook profile. Well, it is... even today it is still on there.
It's been a year since my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. It's hard to read all my previous entries here, Facebook, wherever... still... a year later. I see all the shit that's gone down between us. ( Read more... ) -
Ghosts on the Dance Floor...
February 14... in a strange twist of fate, I received my divorce paperwork back last week and that is the date the courts finalized our divorce ( Read more... ) -
Escaping the Noose of a Morose Existence...
Here I am. This is the paragraph where I would normally apologize for fading away from my blog for about a year, but I won't this time. This was, without a doubt, the year of my life I sifted, nearly drowned in the shittiest, most depression time of my life. And I didn't want to write about it because I couldn't see the future... my sight was ( Read more... ) -
A Haunted Girl...
Ever since I can remember, I’ve loved Halloween season. When September rolled in with a new school year and many beginnings... I eagerly knew the cool days pumpkins, ghosts, and ghouls were on the horizon. Halloween held an unspeakable magic for me, and even in my younger days, I donned each whimsical, handmade costume my mother sewed for me with ( Read more... ) -
What's going to be left of the world, if you're not in it?
Friday, July 29th… Derek and I have been married ten years. Although I don’t typically believe in commemorating anniversaries, I am taking a moment this day to think about how this might possibly be our final anniversary together. We’ve always been in a close, intimate, loving relationship for the majority of these 10 years. However, within the ( Read more... ) -
Cycles of Time...
I never grew up with the perception of life as having these transparent stages, where there is an advent and end to relationships, families, friendships. I've learned that everything has its season, its cycle of time. Our society glorifies "forever..." Family lasts forever, B.F.F.s (best friends forever), a love that lasts between two people ( Read more... ) -
A Long Time...
Livejournal, how I've missed you. I know it has almost been a year since I've written in here, and I take full accountability for that travesty. My absence from writing in here has damaged my soul; my mental health has taken a decline for the worst since I "got too busy" to write in here. I've been living life to the fullest, yes, but at what cost ( Read more... ) -
Wedding Rings...
A friend of mine got married last August and she has been having issues with her wedding ring. Soon after the first time it was placed on her finger, a stone fell out... then another stone fell out. So its been to the jewelry store for repairs many times since ( Read more... ) -
Smiling Amidst Death's Pending Embrace...
I seriously have so much catching up to do, where did the last six months of 2014 go? I have a lot to write about from the close of the school year, to my family vacation to Maine, to my life and a few philosophical speculations in general. For today though, I'm sadly going to focus on some depressing thoughts floating around this moment... in hope ( Read more... )