I really really really miss my friends

Every morning I find myself asking, how many more connections with other people am I going to cut off today? Am I going to graduate before 21? Are there going to be any places left for me i can hide in? Who are my real friends, and for that matter, who are you? How do I end my own cycle of scrutiny?

i love his beard, the way his eyelashes flutter when hes deep in thought, mmm he makes me all puffy. So i skipped an exam and I dont remember why but i think im obsessivly and blindly in love...again, but i dont think the feelings mutual once again. Atleast i have him on a good firm leash

She called pest control ( Read more... )

i think eathens having sex with another ho, fuckyou

so, today 6th period my administrator basically searched me, found nothin bt a small bag of residue and then called the cops, i was handcuffed which was strangely elating and then they took my fingerprints down at the station, im most likely going to be convicted and get probation, gay. I cant do durgs until feb. Sorry ladies
Goodnight

my mothers selfish desire to crush me, her paranoia, her hate for me, the alcohol induced murderous lust in her eyes ( Read more... )

dxm trippin like every single day
speeking is as hard as finding a needle in the hay
but relationships are overrated so instead i take special k
riding in kirbys car or in the mall in that photo booth
kisses

i just need this to end pleaaaassssseeeee

why cant there be atleast one person who loves me or merely enjoys my prescence and all the warmth i share and i give and give so much of myself