I feel like such a loser or someone with low self confidence. I mean since all I ever write about on here is how my life with Chris is shitty @ times, but yet im still with him. About 2 weeks ago I found something out that just crushed me. I found on his facebook that he had written to one of his good friends up in L.A. just cathcing up on things ( Read more... )

Last night all was great up until i'd say around 1:30 am I notice Chris is still wide awake in the living room watching 40 year old Virgin, and I see that he is Texting someone, so I ask him who he's texting and he says dont worry about it, so i get annoyed and go back to our room. About 10 minutes later i hear gets in the shower and I go look at ( Read more... )

Dont really know what made me decide to lon onto here, it been too long since i've been on here. A lot has happened, where to start?: Monica my sister was pregnant and no one not ever she knew about it, She lost the baby due to an Ectopic Pregnancy, she was 4 months! She' s all better now and will try again in December to get pregnant again. Lilly' ( Read more... )

Christmas is around the corner

Im working 2 jobs...Lil Bogies and Victorias Secret!

Im broke!

and the sadest one....We might be moving out of our house and back in with the in laws!!! =(

Happy Halloween!!!

Well im working today sucks in a way cuz i cant take my son out to get candy but Chris will take him out. Im giving out candy at work, as a matter of fact the whole mall is gonna give out candy i think its fun!  I think i get payed today cool i cant wait to go get my nails done its been too long and i might take chris along so he ( Read more... )

Well work has been pretty slow but fun to be out of the house, Tomorrow we have a metting to discuss our goal for the month, and if we accomplish our goal we get a certain % of comission aside from what we normaly make so thats cool. Last night I worked from 3-9 and closed all by myself, only Alexis (the owner) is trying to get more keys made for ( Read more... )

There are no words to express
how much I truly care
So many times I fantasize of
feelings we can share
My heart has never known
the joy you bring to me
As if GOD knew what I wanted
and made you a reality
I'd die to hold you or to kiss you
or merely to see your face
my stomach quivers my body shivers
and my heart increses pace
To give me money or ( Read more... )

Well my Mom arrived at my sister's house on Saturday morning at 4 am, I opened the gate for them! We didnt go to sleep till around 6 am to wake up at 8 and go to the Farmers Market that they have in Old Town Temecula. That evening we made Carne Asada Tacos for dinner with rice and beans. Sunday the Chargers game was on and after that we went to ( Read more... )

I Got the Job!!!

Ok so where to start?

My Mommy, Lilly, and Stepdad Felipe arrive in Temecula late tonight, im so stoked!

I have a Job interview today @ 3pm in Horton Plaza in this Childrens Botique. Wish me luck!

I get new tile put in my House on Monday

We will be playing Kings Cup today when we get to Temecula.

Im sore like a Mofo! I worked out with Chris 2 ( Read more... )