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[queenmab_roo]

so i've got to the point where i'm realising just how hard a year i've had. i've finally stopped busying myself and keeping myself occupied and now it's all hit me. one thing on top of another and another and another and right now i so do not feel like dealing. i'm so easy to cry, i'm feeling down lots of the time... i just feel like utter rubbish

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[dum_penguin]

natty,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I know I never see you anymore but I love you. You don't have to go through all this on your own chica, anytime you need to chat you know where to find me ok babes? xx

[queenmab_roo]

Thanks lovey, it's good to hear that :)

am getting there!

Darling

[mitzie_flower8]

Im so sorry - actually do you know what - my problems mean shit - how could i not have realised that actually you need to talk - im such a selfish person. Here goes - i volunteer to be the one that holds you tight and shhhh's it all away - im no man, but i do give strong hugs... I am ALWAYS here for you angel - any time of the day or night - i would walk across broken glass to be there for you as you need it - you deserve it, you are an amazing person, and you need to lean on people around you at the moment. I know i've quoted the song at you before - 'lean on me', i mean it.

I love you so much - You know you will always be one of the most amazing people in my life and without you things just arent right. I think disneyland sounds like a plan now - can go away and be really silly and have fun!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx