i'm so board i'd like to shoot myself in the foot.

Also disappointed and confused and worried and ugly and obsessed with it.

i think there's a staple gun in the back

well that sucked.
i should be at my dad's the next couple of days.
unless she throws a temper tantrum.

i love Devil at 4 o'clock. i like when my mom tells me about seeing it in theatres when she was twelve years old. 1962.

It's a little obscure, i guess, meaning to say that nobody really thinks of it anymore but i like to watch late at night. Tea would have been nice. Afterwards maybe a game of memory.

i remember playing memory with my eldest sister ( Read more... )

i'm going home for the rest of the day.
i've got to fix some things.

i'm found out!

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two hours left. two hours left.
i'm too tired to read so i meander around the store like a bored lady in a garden she's seen a million times.
that's what i feel like, really.

i have a lot to do.
i was thinking i'd get chinese take-out tonight. That's real city life, y'know? And i don't have a city life. i've never been able to get take-out before.
Thank you Crozet.

i don't know whether to say i feel better or worse but certainly as unresolved as ever and as stubborn as ever. It doesn't really change, does it? Nonetheless today is a pretty day and i have a pretty good mood to walk through it with ( Read more... )

Yesterday i finished Venus in Furs. i had been taking it in small doses every day to enjoy it and think about every sentence and their true effect. i loved it.
Thank you Leopold von Sacher-Masoch.


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