why is loving you so difficult?

why does it involve so many furtive glances, so many tense moments, so much yet so little said.

its you. its always been you. it will always be you.

you will always be "the guy". everyone else will forever be compared to you.

but i cant keep holding on. i need to let you.

tell me now:

all or nothing.

cuz i cant just be your friend.

im done. im over it. im finished. so there.

so ive was thinking over the past few days about an entry i stumbled upon bored one day, through a mutal friend. not to be paranoid, but im pretty sure the entry was about me, partially because i got that 'omg' embarassed feeling and partially could i could just tell you know ( Read more... )

--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: usually
How much black clothing do you own?: alooott
Do you think about death often?: not really
Do you want to die?  naa
Are you a social outcast: id like to think not..
Are you pale?: ha, no?
Do you cut?: ..
Do you like Hot Topic?: eh, no

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: no
How often do you wear Vans?: ( Read more... )

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...and here i rest dissapointment and regret collide, lying awake at night.

sigh. death cab for cutie is sooo soo soooo good.

but anyways.
REALLY BEAUTIFUL SONG!
im sorry im such a crappy friend
-bright eyesYou came to me yesterday ( Read more... )

Your Life: The Soundtrack

Created by aiko and taken 21146 times on bzoink!
Opening creditsscrewed - paris hilton (i know, strange..but its really upbeat and would make a good opening..trust me on this)Waking upsplish splash - bobby darin, larger than life - the backstreet boysAverage daylump - presidents of the united states, comin' back - citizen ( Read more... )

http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=14054701
please sign up if only cuz you love me

2% chance of graduation..oh boy