My cousin decided that she's going to teach me how to play golf. I'm acctually kind of excited about it, seeing as it's pretty big here in Bolivar. I went with her tonight but I just drove the cart. She did let me tee off on one of the holes and I did really good. I guess Saturday we're going to go to Olean and buy me a set of clubs. I think this ( Read more... )

I just read through my entrys.. damn I have a lot of mood swings.. lol.. and they're all caused by guys.. I still think guys suck! but maybe one day I'll find one that doesn't..haha yeah right.. I'm pretty content right now with where things are.. and they're going slow.. so that's a MAJOR plus.. just wish maybe I knew more about it.. I hate being ( Read more... )

I AM A FOOL............GO FIGURE...

I gotta say last night was an awesome night.. It was ALOT of fun and it was much needed.. I don't get out much anymore so it was nice to do something.. I want to say thanks to Audi and Lea for inviting me to there house! I love you guys! I had a great time.. I'm sorry I couldn't stay longer but ya know.. the call of the wild was...well.. calling! ( Read more... )

So I hate men.. really.. I do.. it's like hey there great for a few weeks.. then they get all stupid and mess everything up.. Chris and I were great up until a few days ago.. He would call and text me all the time and now.. nothing.. he hasn't called me since sunday night.. I did see him today on lunch and he seemed to talk to me more and he'd ( Read more... )

I can't take it.. I give up.. FUCK YOU!

THAT'S IT.. I'M SO FUCKIN DONE.. I'M SO BEYOND SICK OF THE BULLSHIT IMMATURE GAMES.. WHY DO ALL GUYS HAVE TO ACT LIKE JACKASS'S!?! MEN ARE SO NOT WORTH THE TIME.. I HATE ANYTHING WITH A PENIS.. ANYONE OF YOU COME NEAR ME YOU CAN KISS YOUR LITTLE MEMBER GOODBYE.. GO TO HELL EVERY SINGLE ONE YOU PIECES OF FUCKING SHIT!!!

I've finally decided that I'm going to move on.. I'm not going to sit around and wait for someone that is going to play games with my heart.. it's not worth my time anymore.. and ya know what? I'm done searching for guys.. if they want me they can come find me.. but as of right now.. FUCK THEM ALL!!!

The last few days have been pretty uneventful for the most part. Still trying to figure Chris out. I know he's shy, but damn.. I've yet to hang out with him outside the ambulance hall. Every night he's either got class, a meeting, or something going on at the hall. I told him that Saturday I was going to be over there for the Maple Festival and I ( Read more... )

I went to walmart today and I picked up that book 'He's just not that into you'. I saw the show that Oprah did on this book and it sparked my intrest in it. So, I've read 3 of the chapters already and I'm shocked at what it says. All this time I've made up excuses for guys for why they did the things they did when in all reality they just weren't ( Read more... )