welcome to the fallout...

Jun 17, 2004 11:07

its all over the last five month of promises, love, and everything else we had is over. i feel dead, i feel empty. everyone tells me its going to be ok, but this time i cant believe anyone. i fucked up. i took the one thing in my life that was actually good and i destroyed it. now i am left with nothing. i severed my ties, i left my parents, i ( Read more... )

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jahloser June 18 2004, 09:31:47 UTC
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Hey you tkws June 18 2004, 10:18:22 UTC
Well, you know what, your life isn't over, and things will be okay. I know that for a fact. I've been through many heartbreaks, and everytime I did I thoguht the same way you did, but it always got better. Things will be hard for a while but it will get better. You don't have to believ me, and you probably don't, but I'm speaking the truth. My Heart was broken by a girlfriend that I loved with all my heart, the first girl I complelety changed my life for. I cried for weeks, and felt like Iwas dead, and that I'd never be able to do anything again. The only thing you can do now is take it one day at a time. No, not even that, one minute at a time. If you can go a whole minute without thinking about it, or him, or the past, then you'll be able to get through it. Do something like take a shower, and preocupy yourself with something, and you'll be able to get through this, I promise. Just know that I am here for you, you can call me anytime you want, day or night. You have Amanda's Cell #, call that, or the home phone is 890-8588. I'm ( ... )

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are you ready for a "novel" reply? boxeatergeorge June 20 2004, 01:09:55 UTC
right now im feeling so bad for you...it just makes me sad to see you sad...even as i am typing here, i can feel a tear on my cheek. my throat is clog. i dont know what to say to make you feel better. but i know that you will over-come this. i know that you are stronger than how you may feel right now. and i dont want to sound vauge by telling you this sad story of mine, but i felt and went through the same thing as you are going through.i know how sad and deppressed you may feel, but it will all pass. believe me....please. let me tell you a short story about my "love life". when i first started dating, i was just in it for the fun stuff. you know...making out, and what-not, but after i met a certain girl, everything changed. i changed. she was the most beutiful girl i had seen in my entire life. (i was like 14 or 15 at the time) and since the first time i had lay eyes on her, and since our eyes first met, i knew that i was in "love". i couldn't get her out of my mind. she was all i would think about, and she was all that i needed. ( ... )

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Re: are you ready for a "novel" reply? queenpunkitty June 22 2004, 07:44:44 UTC
thank you, god i would love to move to antartica right now, but i dont have anymoney,nothing... its impossible... i pray that i forget about everything... i dont know what to do besides give up...
xoxo
sarah

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Re: are you ready for a "novel" reply? queenpunkitty June 22 2004, 07:45:18 UTC
and am i ever going to see a picture of you?

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boxeatergeorge June 23 2004, 11:36:00 UTC
im online right now, and im getting all these replies from you, meaning that u must be online, but you arent signed in the messenger...why not? we should talk.

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boxeatergeorge June 23 2004, 12:17:28 UTC
hope u like this picture....


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