I haven't been on line for a while, nothings changed. No messages from friends, no emails, no letters no phone calls, nothing. I don't know what anybody has been up to, if they are okay, or anything. I haven't read anybodys blogs, or Lj posts, I don't think I should have to read a general message to ALL people to find out how my friends are. I ( Read more... )

Life is really kicking my ass now a days. One thing right after another. It's stating to get almost to hard to take. I don't know what else to do other than to just lower my shoulder and bust right fucking through everything. It's taking it's toll though. I'm scared beyond all reason, and that is really scary. I pray so hard, I just wish I was ( Read more... )

Thanks to Mike I got "Grandmas Boy ( Read more... )

I've been going through a lot of different emotions the past few years. Most of the confusion I feel has been ( Read more... )

I miss live Journal.

-MaTT

Well, tomorrow is fathers day. Growing up this day ment nothing to me but broken dreams and heartbreak, but now it's something that makes me so very proud. I am now something that I never had, and could never depend on. I wont be like that ass jack mother fucken sperm doner that didn't think I was special enough to stick around for. I made it ( Read more... )

Well, I just found out that one of my all time favorite comic book villans is going to be in Spiderman 3. VENOM! that's right Venom is going to be in the next Spiderman movie. Wanna know who's playing him? None other than the funnist dude on That 70's Show, Topher Grace. That should be cool. Also, They are starting filming on The Punisher 2, so I ( Read more... )

Well, Nine Inch Nails is playing Albuquerque. I'd really like to go see this show. The tickets are only like $36, or $16 for grass. I'm not sure what I'd rather do. I don't want to put Amanda down with all the yahoos, who are just there for the pit and beer. But it would be cool to be that close. I don't mind grass seats like most people though. ( Read more... )

I just hate people sometimes. Everybody, they are all just so hipacridical. It amkes me sick. I see it and it makes me angry. I bite my lip so much, I don't think I should, but against my better sence, I still bit my lip no matter how bad people get. I want to drink. I miss it.

I'm OUT!

Well, I'm just here to say that I'm making my first post from my new sweet gnarly ass computer. I love it, and I want the whole world to bask in my glory! I have a scaner now, so I can post more pisture of my babies once I figure out how to do that!

If you have not seen the movie Detroit Rock City..... DO IT!!!!

I'm OUT!