I sat in the back of the fully crowded room and I wondered to myself, "Why am I here?". I didn't know why or how I actually got this far, but I did know that the young woman in front of me had a large black mark on her shoulder and I couldn't help but wonder how it got there ( Read more... )

Deaths come in threes... They always do, my only question is who is the school going to have to lost next ( Read more... )

To all of you that read this. I did something naughty.

I told Beth the truth.

Keith has now left my life.

He even deleted his myspace.

I'm here shouting AMEN at the same time, feeling incomplete.

Anyone have any words of advice?

Very.

I have a thousand questions.

How can you be in love with someone when you like someone else?

How is it that I can talk for hours with the person that I like and I used to be able to talk to the person that I love and now we can barely hold a FIVE minute conversation.

It's like he doesn't  love me anymore. I feel like I'm being pushed aside and it ( Read more... )

I like to pretend ( Read more... )

I want to SCREAM! CRY! YELL! HIT! PUNCH!

I want to jump from a plane and FLY!

I want to walk out of my house with a smile.

I want to rid myself of the bruises.

I want to rid myself of the marks.

I want to FEEL.

Not Cry.
Not Yell.
Not Scream.
Not Hit.
Not Punch.

I want to Feel.
I want to not wonder.
I want to know.

But is life that nice?

I can't stand the way you look at her. I know what you're thinking. I know what you're feeling. I get the same feeling when I look at you ( Read more... )

I cried alot today. I wonder why.

You are a memory that will not evaporate ( Read more... )