i dont have anything to say on the internet anymore. i actually don't have much to say anymore

i have stumbled, fallen
walking on a time line
the past has captured my mind

my friends have picked me up, and i will always love them.

It's a cold day in belmont. I have been wrapped up in my blankets, sheets, and my teddy bear. The heater doesn't turn on in the house anymore, and I just want to stay warm. This past week/ weekend was overwhelming in good ways and bad. Thanks everyone.

summer had left me while i was asleep, but all i want for her is to come back to me

My brother has had enough of California. So have I, but he is fortunate enough to be able to disappear up north, where he feels at home. I don't really feel like I have a home here. I have a life here, but I know how my brother feels. Everyday is a terrible mistake in waking up, thinking about what the fuck is happening around you, and then ( Read more... )

from what i remember...

i got so so so fucking drunk last night
i threw up my life, but jason took care of me. i love jason he is the best guy ever. he and i had a nice little emo talk.
i passed out on the bathroom floor
i don't know how i got home
i woke up in the same clothes
my head hurts

i'm looking for the cure
i'm looking for the cure

Red wine and sleeping pills ( Read more... )

A nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan ( Read more... )

remember to remember me
standing still in your past
floating fast like the hummingbird

stones don't stand they just sink.