Goddamn...I am one happy bitch today! Cramping and bleeding like a slaughtered pig...but soo happy.
I have a wonderful woman in my life...who loves me as much as I love her.
I just graduated from Grad school.
I have a house...in need of much repair...but a house all the same.
I love my life.

We have a reason to celebrate! Last night we took a bath in our house, in our brand new bath tub for the first time and it was fabulous!!!! And to top it off our first anniversary is coming up this Saturday. The fourteenth is a good day!

I am having a hard time sleeping. I lay awake while I listen to my love breath deeply next to me. I read a book my mom gave me for Christmas and use a flashlight so that I can see. When I stop reading it's not because I'm tired but because I should try to get some sleep. When I do finally fall asleep I stay that way for a couple of hours and ( Read more... )

i am a slave to my hormones...i hate that...a few days ago...all right a week ago...i was crazy emotional until about friday night at 10pm...whoever is in my company is in trouble...when my emotions are unstable and i'm feeling insecure...jesus..i will lose my shit. Having said that...today (and sat and sun) i am feeling so good. so grateful...so ( Read more... )

I think that we decided to write in this only. So I just want to take a minute to tell you that I think you are...well amazing. I can't wait to kiss you when you get home. If you think that I am distracted..it's cause I am...by thoughts of you. But, I have to get back to studying now.

I am feeling shitty...like I can't get a grip on anything...I feel like I have to hold on to everything so tight...the result is that it gets damaged.

taking some time alone to reflect. no, actually, i was given this time. my immediate response when i'm alone is to pick up the phone and connect with someone. so tonight...i picked it up and started to text...to meet up with a friend. but i put the phone down. saved the text (just in case i was lonely later). sometimes when i'm alone i get ( Read more... )

I used to live in Korea. Honestly...I might as well now. You two are more distant to me then any amount of miles could add up to...Really, they go about their business and I really think they have no idea how hurt I am. I am hurt because they are not who I pretended they were. Lisa is not nurturing, she does not look out for my best interest. ( Read more... )

"blood is thicker than water"...My sister A. walks around spewing this phrase out of her mouth on a daily basis...but as with so many people she does not stand behind what she says...she has chosen the rank hate infested water of my brother-in-law. I've written about this before...but it has surely come to a head. I am so tired of being left out ( Read more... )

she is with me and she is a part of me now...you can't expect me to allow coldness and rudeness to be directed at her in front of me and not see me in some sort of protective mode ( Read more... )