What did I do wrong? Can anyone hear me?

[queenxzero]

I've ruined so much, and I feel much of it will not be mendable. Where did I go wrong? I have searched in the deepest corners of my soul and have come out empty handed. I have lost so much, and gained little. I need no self pity. I am stuck in this black hole waiting for the light to pull me out. Im that porcelin doll in the back waiting to

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whishes I wish were reality

[zeroandstars]

umm.. so I'm at my friends house... but umm... *sniffles and hides his tears*

love, there's so much that I wantneed to tell you... so much that I can only talk to you about... things I need to know

I tried to call you last night but you must have been sleeping or something... I'll try to call you tomorrow, or maybe you'll call me back... don't mind nicole she can be cranky.

Re: whishes I wish were reality

[queenxzero]

then talk to me. im here for you ok? no matter what. I will never go away. i will never disappear. Even If i die I will still be there for you. But we dont have to worry about me dying, it shouldnt be for a long time....so talk tome, call me up, we will chat.